Thank God for this space
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I have neglected this place for a while now. The truth is, I am quite…how should I put it? Fed-up? Not really, just can’t seem to find the words lately. Thanks I guess to the extended holidays and the fact that I was sick. Couldn’t get myself to blogging again.
Then I received some not so good news. Naturally the next thing to do was to look for a place to vent. I love this blog in that no one reads the crap that comes out here and I have a place to rant. Gosh, I hope I don’t turn this blog into a “Venting Machine”!!
My hubby might lose his…*touch wood* I might have to look for a job. May have to sell my car, move in with the in laws, rely on charity from friends and hopefully, family. But all these, I can tolerate, I can accept but what I can’t accept is if it were to happen, the reason for it to happen. Totally unreasonable at all.
We are always seen as second class. Be it your own country or at work. No matter what we do, there will be someone’s skin colour than shines even greater. What can I say anymore that hasn’t been said for the last 10 years at the same place. You do the work, you get the shit. All we have been doing is cleaning up the make. Yet, they get off scott free. Living like kings, shipping containers of stuff over with the intention of settling down. Why must we continue to rely on them? Why aren’t we given the chance? Why do you judge based on skin colour and not capabilities? I tell you, the whole lot of them are nothing but BULL CRAPPING SHIT!! They are honestly. Good for nothing piece of shit. That is the part I don’t understand.
Please, don’t even say “What goes around, comes around” or “Their time will come”. I haven’t seen that happening yet. And doesn’t look like its gonna happen, not for the next two thousand years I guess.
I guess its inevitable when you have to work for them. Or even if you live in their country. Its unfair. I know, no one says the world is fair. But the funny thing is, we always want to teach our kids that isn’t it? That the world is indeed a wonderful place to be and everyone is so nice and dandy. But the truth of the matter is, ITS NOT!!
I honestly don’t know why. Why all this happenings? OK so maybe its not the end of the world or nothing has happened yet. But do I need for something to happen before getting pissed. It would really be so much easier to let it all out. You know, to tell them how we really feel about them. I am quite sure he would. But he can’t. Not just yet. And there are plenty of other “human” issues to think about as well.
That felt a little better even no one is listening or even if there was, you wouldn’t understand a word I am saying. Just letting it out whether for myself or for total strangers, it’s still letting it all out.
